I need to learn how to enjoy each day. I find myself always waiting for something else.. It makes me sad. I am always waiting, looking, wishing. I need to enjoy each moment becuase those things i am waiting on or for may not happen. There is no promise of tomorrow so i need to enjoy today.

urggg...

So this week we went to the Rutledge Wilson Farm Park in Springfield. Pretty neat place and the fact that Landon had to wear his goggles the entire time we were there. You know whatever, he is happy wearing goggles and snow boots, I dont care. One thing i do care about however is the fact that he is not peeing and pooping in the potty.. You know once a kid gets this close to 3 years old it just is kinda gross, it is big people poop and it is nasty. Considering i spend most days covered in some sort of body fluid whether it be poop, pee or spit up.

what now?

I am wondering now that I have started this blog.. what exactly should i do with it? Should i share my day to day comings and goings? Should I simply rant and rave about stuff that noone really wants to hear about and if they do will they think less of me? I dunno.. I guess we will see, it will probably depend on what kind of day I am having. :)