Sometimes

All the time
i feel like im horrible at making friends.
I feel like I am different than everyone else
I feel like I am loved no matter what
I feel like no one understands
I feel like everyone is worried about what everyone else thinks... but me.
I can go to walmart without make-up, in my old sweats and not having washed my hair in days.
I can go months without putting on make up
I sew odd colored buttons on my sweaters
I wear the same pair of shoes all summer
I only wear 4 different pairs of shoes all year
I hate fashion, money and motorvehicles
I love washing my hair, but hate fixing it
I want to care, but i dont.. i feel other things are more important.
I dont take care of my body like I should
Even if I were rich I would still find things to want.
What i really want is to go on vacation.
I get nervous even around old friends
I feel as if everyone knows more than me
I feel as if no one values my opinion
I like who I am